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[It's somewhat difficult to reconcile what Billy feels versus what he remembers. To this body, in this time, it's new and different and a little painful; he'd moved too fast, so as soon as he's got Teddy buried to the hilt he stops, hands pressed against Teddy's chest, breathing deeply. He reminds himself, relax, relax, because inwardly he knows that's all he needs. It's not like experience had made him loose before, just. More comfortable with it. He needs to find that mental state again.

Maybe stretch some more. It's... intense.

It's distracting, but he can't quite help cracking an eye open to get a glimpse of Teddy's face. The expression he finds is just about the best thing ever. He's always liked watching Teddy when they do this, seeing his face and the colour in his eyes change the further they took it. He's pretty sure it's the most open Teddy ever gets- when he can't entirely control his shifting, when he lets it all out. It's a thrill to know that he can do that with something so simple, so primal. And it's pretty damned arousing, too.

He exhales with a faint, breathless laugh, closing his eyes again and focusing back on what he'd been trying to do- adjust to the sudden, delightfully invasive thickness inside him.]

Sh... shit, Teddy... you feel... really good...

[It's a little hard to speak, but he wants to make sure Teddy knows that it's not bad. That he's him who feels good, not that mysterious other partner he's probably wondering about, not anybody else. And it'll only get better from here.]

Ha... you think so?

[It's an honest question, born from Teddy's ever present insecurities. It feels so incredible that he hadn't even thought to ask, and now it's probably too late, if he needs to be bigger or smaller, if Billy wanted something else. But he just said it feels really good, and he even cursed, something he's never heard his boyfriend do before, so maybe he doesn't have to at all, and -

Oh god, Teddy wants to move. He really, really wants to move, or for Billy to move his hips, something to get some friction going around his erection. He feels his fingers curl in the sheets below him to resist that urge; there's a reason why Billy isn't moving yet, after all. He needs to adjust, and to go at it right away would be bad for the both of them. At least, that's what he can hazily remember from the research he'd done.

So, rather than keep his fists in the sheets, he relaxes his hands enough to lift them up and run over Billy's legs and thighs, hips and back, whatever he feels is tense and needs to relax enough into this. He does find that his toes are curling into the sheets instead, but whatever, he can handle that.]

Feel like I should wash your mouth out... go after it with some soap...

[There's a moment of bleary-eyed confusion - because wait, what? He's cussed plenty in bed - when his brain realigns itself and he remembers, oh yeah, Teddy hasn't heard that before. His cheeks redden a little and he smiles it off, shoulders lifting in a shrug.]

I've had dirtier things go in and out of my mouth lately, you know.

[Just today, as a matter of fact.

He knows Teddy must be aching to move- that's pretty much how it went the first time. And while he's not willing to cause any extra aches to hurry things along (Teddy would get mad about it anyway) there's still a few things he can do. First, he lowers his hands to press them against Teddy's, gently holding his wrists for support. Next, he spreads his legs a bit more and arches his back, giving Teddy a nice view.

Finally, after taking a deep breath, he rocks his body very slightly back and forth, offering a taste of what's to come. It isn't much, but it's a pleasant friction that makes him shiver with anticipation, and he's certain Teddy will like it, too.]

[Oh, he certainly does like it. They haven't even started moving yet, and it's already feeling great. It's a preview, he knows it, and he can't wait for more, for the real thing, for things to really get moving once Billy's more used to it.

He lids his eyes, but the color's still obvious, how they seem a little darker, a little more grey, like a hazy storm in his eyes. Not like he knows it's happening; no one's pointed it out to him before. And he ends up letting out a small huff of a laugh and a moan, wanting so badly to run his hands along Billy's torso because god, seeing it on display like that...]

You're so... so hot, you know that? God, look at you...

[He loves those eyes; he could watch them shift for hours, like seeing the tide of the ocean roll in and out, or the shifting lights in the sky as a storm comes in. You don't usually see sky like that in New York, but he remembers it well from Luceti. It's kind of nostalgic, actually.

He keeps shifting his body gently, building up the motion carefully and gauging his body's response to it, hoping to continue those colour shifts as long as he can. He'd gotten Teddy pretty damned dark back in Luceti. How far can he go this time...?]

I'm not... mm... looking at me y'know... my view's great...

[Teddy might have replied with something dismissive, not wanting to focus on his own body so much. He's never really thought his body was anything great, after all. But god, he just doesn't care right now. He and Billy are actually having sex for the first time, and while it might not be so special to his boyfriend, to Teddy... it's like their intimacy's taken a whole new level. They're not just boyfriends anymore, right? They're something more.

Doing his best to ignore that urge to just thrust his hips up with wild abandon, Teddy instead bites his lip and turns his hands enough to entwine his fingers with Billy's, giving him extra support. Sure, they both look great, okay. That's not the most important part for Teddy.]

I love you. [He shuts his eyes and gives Billy's hands a gentle squeeze, legs bending and straightening out again behind him to try to ease off the urge to just move.] I love you.

Mmm... I know. I love you too, T... I really do.

[You're lucky he can't hear those thoughts, Teddy, or you'd be in trouble. Not that Billy could really say why this experience is plenty special to him, too. But still. The love he's feeling for Teddy goes well beyond an early-relationship infatuation, and even if Teddy's not quite there yet, hearing those words from him is still breathtaking.

It's a delight to watch the pleasure his own experience is bringing to the table, too, and the affection Teddy is showing him in turn is enough to encourage him to take it further. Taking a deep breath, he shifts just a bit harder to get a feel for it, and then he finally spreads his knees on the bed and lifts himself off, taking Teddy right back to the tip, fingers clenching around his partner's for extra support.]

Ready?

[He doesn't wait. He knows Teddy's ready, waiting- can feel the tension in his body and the hardness between his legs. With a heavy exhale he drops himself back down again, thrusting Teddy's erection back inside. Oh god, was he ever ready for that.]

[With Billy's hands and in his own, Teddy nods to that question - it's all he can do, all he has time to do, before Billy lowers his hips and - and - ]

Oh. Oh my god - [Teddy has to burst into small, helpless laughter at that, because holy shit that felt amazing. Oral is good and great, but this? No wonder sex is everywhere; he already never wants this feeling to stop.

He looks up at Billy then, and for a second, his eyes are a lighter blue. Then they started to get darker again as he grips Billy's hands and pushes his hips upward, as if to encourage him to keep going.]

That's - um. Really good. Really.

[Billy laughs with Teddy, a breathless noise somewhat strained with effort as he builds up to a rhythm, the movement of his knees working to match that of Teddy's hips. He'd seen a flash just then, something in Teddy's eyes, but he can't be sure of what he saw in the light. He's a bit distracted, admittedly.

Still, he's watching for more.]

I- mm... I did kind of tell you.

[He sounds pretty damned pleased to be right.]

Try- what you're doing, try it again... harder. It helps...

[Random RP Post - Billy Kaplan]

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